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The SECRET of Pain: Why My Soul Chose ABUSE

Rabbi YY Jacobson discusses the deeper spiritual meaning behind pain and…

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Rabbi YY Jacobson discusses the deeper spiritual meaning behind pain and suffering.

A 1h 12m hashkafa shiur by Rabbi YY Jacobson. Like every video on Lehallel, it was judged and approved under the Lehallel law before it ever appeared — no unreviewed result is ever shown.

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your soul is so pure it said I'm gonna go into this place and in order to go into this place I can't remain in heaven and say hey Sparks come out I have to go down but it's not only I have to go down I have to become entangled I have to become enmeshed I have to allow myself to become so to speak a victim in order to be able to be inside that space and at that moment you have to know that the soul itself was never contaminated never it can't be okay today's class is dedicated by our very own shully and fagi guns with great appreciation for all of the life-changing cities that we learn thank you thank you I got a text that this is the announcement today so thank you so much bro that's locker and everything I'd believe die is what was the main point Mama to summarize the main point of the last class was that in the in the attempt of what we call malchus which is the divine energy that goes in and gives life to all over the worlds that's the energy that really needs to go sometimes into very difficult and challenging places to extract all the challenging places to extract all the goodness that is entangled and enmeshed and tethered with so much more in the process of which he spoke about the first billiard there's the second period of the destruction the first period of malchus and you cannot Elevate something in a genuine way if you're not ready to go into it to to get down because as he puts it to Nevada it needs to be mislavish in the mizbara the one

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  1. 0:00your soul is so pure it said I'm gonna go into this place and in order
  2. 7:12all it needs is entanglement all it needs is to be tethered up into your system
  3. 13:26technology things changed a lot because so much is done from a distance distance so he's
  4. 19:40ultimately he's signing his own death sentence he's putting a nail into his own coffin he
  5. 25:27you hate and you're feeding it how can you feed it you're in Exile it looks
  6. 31:48no moon of course there's a moon I don't see it we talk about the moon
  7. 37:55exploited by the clipper it's the level of Misha meaning it's the most external part even
  8. 43:38they died they died without knowing they died because the Clipper took over at least if
  9. 49:45initial it's all the same person right so you say a part of me really dies
  10. 56:02cover up on emotional illness and sickness and dysfunction and abuse and narcissism and if anybody

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