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YY Jacobson: The Teshuva of Coming Back to Yourself

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Rabbi Yussie Zakutinsky

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uh supporters over the years. If you sent in, you know, whatever it is, uh we sent out the a a hard copy. It is so incredibly beautiful and relates in so many ways to the work of 1840. It has so many stories from the great leaders. Uh those who have been listening for a while know that 1840 is named after in many ways the kidic revolution that began in that year on Torah from the world of ishitz that there was a kidic community that finally broke off and started uh on in the year you know 1840 1841 on Torah that is the school the kidic school of ishitz their approach to Jewish life their approach to Jewish thinking is captured so beautifully through stories through the Torah in this collection uh of the Torah of Rabbi David Ebner that we uh have entitled the dance of tshoua. I would encourage all of our listeners if you're looking for something to read sub to accompany to enhance uh your high holidays to enhance own life. But recently, uh, if you pay close attention, I've been noticing he's been sharing differently and really sharing more of himself in a very different way with a tremendous amount of vulnerability. And what I wanted to explore with him and what we explore in today's conversation is what's going on behind the scenes. Why is there been a a shift uh in just the way he approaches and shares Torah? This is a very honest conversation about tshoua. Not the shuva for them but the shuva that that us people who are

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  1. 1:48uh supporters over the years. If you sent in, you know, whatever it is, uh we
  2. 8:51connected to sins. Chuva is connected to transgressions. He says it doesn't have to do with
  3. 14:53classmates and friends and I was a little jealous of them but I but I understood
  4. 20:51actually embody the reality of Hashem? Not in my brain, not in mathematics, not in a
  5. 27:13channel. >> So I I want to ask you cuz when I was listening to you,
  6. 34:06real experience of hashem. And then I started to be so grateful to people like the
  7. 40:01be my friend. I would not look at me again. So, I couldn't even know about
  8. 46:14important step. Can you recognize your child's pain? Can you see your child? Can you separate?
  9. 52:03I see I want people to say something that like it's a ridiculous expectation what no
  10. 58:04existence. Everything in the world is really God speaking it. When you identify in every the

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