The Pain Of RAPE: A Survivor's Story

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The opening of this shiur, in Rabbi YY Jacobson’s own words — taken from the captions, so names and Hebrew terms may be approximate.

a woman wrote these classes on this mimer gave me tremendous Clarity and inspiration I am binge listening please keep it going I was in a very very difficult Place raped by a father hundreds and hundreds of times is something I assume most people will not even understand or even believe since I decided to end it all and I mean ended all on a physical level I am shattered into thousands of pieces and I simply okay today's class is dedicated by the Shaya and stair caboymalgren thank you very very much very very appreciative for all right with much happiness abundance and all goodness with good spirits I got a few emails I got quite a few emails about what we're learning but I wanted to read to you a few messages I received continuation to yesterday's class because I think it's uh it's just I think it could teach us all a lot it taught me a lot okay so this is an email from a person this is what he wrote It's a was a long letter I'm just reading a few lines I must tell you that I listened I'm listening I'm listening to the shoulder the mimer about the kohen who was blemished not serving in the base the teachings were truly life-changing in so many ways I have been in a rut for years because something a certain experience certain issue that I feel plagued with and this message here of this mimer instilled A New Hope in my heart it was so eye-opening for me especially the idea that there's no such a thing that you're struggling and a

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1. 0:00a woman wrote these classes on this mimer gave me tremendous Clarity and inspiration I am…
2. 6:25I wanted to let you know that I'm present my emotions are going wild you took…
3. 12:56he's talking about both he's speaking about the physical he's also speaking about physical blemishes and…
4. 19:33examples of the Exiles that the Jews went through whether it's Babylonia or whether it's Persia…
5. 26:06he's not a monster so everything I'm feeling is a joke it's fake now this person…
6. 32:38true emotional neglect is not an identifiable trauma the kid had food he had clothes he…
7. 39:11because it doesn't need it and he could learn about that pre-trauma self and for the…
8. 45:44and therefore you can give it back he gave it to me take it back take…
9. 52:22does this tool abstract this is real stuff this is not uh this is not superstition…
10. 59:00the rats will come around and around and they'll slept and their parasites their narcissistic parasites…

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