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Gimmel Tamuz 5786 Farbrengen: My Journey Away from Torturous Judaism

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Rabbi YY Jacobson

Gimmel Tamuz 5786 Farbrengen: My Journey Away from Torturous Judaism

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Thank you everybody for gracing us with your delicious and beautiful presence. I know delicious doesn't work with presents and beautiful doesn't work with presents but uh some of you know I make up words. Everybody, thank you for coming here with your soul, with your body, with your mind, with your presence, with your regulation and with your irregulation. All the parts. I want to begin with a little story and the person who I heard the story from and who it happened with happens to be sitting here on my left. So he will have to testify if the story is true because I heard it from him. His name is Rnim Lowski right here. This young handsome man sitting on my left comes to our shur for many many years when he's local and he shared with me many years ago he is a usbekistanju Samarand you know Samarand he was born in Samand. grew up in Sam born in Lav and then moved to Samant Tashkent and Samant and then came out in the early 1970s. So he was a Russian immigrant and when he came to New York he which year did you move to New York? >> 73 moved to New York. >> Yeah. So he shared how he tried as often as possible to come see theb the labba theula whether it was a fabangan or a davining or a sika then later years the rebba started to distribute dollars for charity and whenever he could he jumped over just to get a glimpse to get a blessing to get a dollar then he said he got into construction and when you're in construction you know he was in the nitty-gritty of construction pun intended so you're

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