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From GUILT to GROWTH | Breaking the Monster Voice Inside

2.5K views · Aug 25, 2025

Rabbi Shais Taub

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  1. 0:00there's this internal voice that comes to you and says, you know, you monster, you're terrible,…
  2. 1:02bad I'd be irresponsible, right? So, for all the ostensible responsibility here, I'm trying to be…
  3. 2:35comes to you. And uh it says, "Don't you remember that thing that you did?" You…
  4. 3:36which in in many ways could be more difficult than physical pain. And uh well, you…
  5. 5:06numbness, you go look for more cheap thrills. And your opinion of yourself is even lower…
  6. 6:09and tell a healthy person to do something blatantly destructive. Well, what what what What what…
  7. 7:41Let's make an appointment. I'll I'll you tonight Around 11:30, I'm going to say bedtime shma,…
  8. 8:41Another thing the alter ego says, this is all chapter 26 of Tanya. He says, when…
  9. 10:15the betrayal. You know what? Something tells me that you're enjoying this too much. No. It's…
  10. 11:18can be more dirty than the original sin. Cuz you have license to rethink it. Oh,…

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