Rabbi David Yisrael Kalmus | The Shofar That Shatters, The Shofar That Heals: Part Two

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The opening of this shiur, in BRI Breslov: The Breslov Research Institute’s own words — taken from the captions, so names and Hebrew terms may be approximate.

in queens and learning on a high level i never knew how to learn on and talking about things i never talked about and the whole world that i didn't know existed and i remember looking back at myself thinking sitting in the show and flip-flops thinking i was the most religious guy in the world and i didn't even know where i ended up i didn't know where i was and i had this problem and i was thinking of mamash how to fix it eventually i want to go there to show eventually i want to be able to do all those things normal people do and i started realizing that this is my situation this is what hashem wants for me i can't run away from my life how is being upset and sad and having resentment and i yelled at that person for the 20th time and i yelled at that person for the 50th time and saying it's not my fault and nothing changed and i was going since i realized what my problem was four years like that nothing changed doing the same acts of getting upset and depressed and sad and thinking there's no open doors he didn't change anything it didn't get me any pla any farther in life and the day came where hashem hashem gave me this i found myself i got married i got thrown into this whole world of the bukharians and the queens and i gained maybe eight pounds and one peso that's true

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1. 0:00in queens and learning on a high level i never knew how to learn on and…
2. 3:04i heard this story i didn't know whoever bush was i didn't know what all this…
3. 6:07going with you have to pray they don't ask you certain questions you have to pray…
4. 9:18but i prayed i didn't go to dude i learned to kutaman that day i did…
5. 12:25he's going to do everything for you he's going to help you he's going to save…
6. 23:27we all know it and uh i just want to uh say something personal as well…
7. 26:36how many of us want to help people in our life how many of us are…
8. 29:42it's because you end up losing years of memory [Music] and uh and i lost years…

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