Everything Changed on Her 14th Birthday

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The opening of this shiur, in Rabbi Yitzchak Breitowitz’s own words — taken from the captions, so names and Hebrew terms may be approximate.

The Friday before she was nifa, she literally she was in terrible, excruciating pain. She forced herself to go to Sam. She never accepted any medical equipment. She refused. She had a she had a wheelchair. She [music] like threw it out. She didn't want to look at that wheelchair. >> They wanted to give her um a medical bed. They wanted to give her a stair lift cuz she literally at the end she literally could not get up the stairs. And she was actually, interestingly enough, supposed to cuz we came my husband wanted to carry up on Friday night. And the stair lift was supposed to be installed on the Tuesday that she [music] was lifted. She refused any of [music] was lifted. She refused any of this equipment. She just wanted to be herself. And when she couldn't be when she couldn't move and she couldn't be herself, she just that was it. She was left. It was very, very, very quick. This episode is about every parent's worst nightmare. The mother is forced to say goodbye to her daughter after a heartbreaking battle with cancer. But losing her child was only the beginning. What came next was the struggle to keep living, to find purpose again, and to carry unimaginable pain without letting it define the rest of her life. This is a conversation about love, loss, grief, and finding the strength to move forward. when your heart never fully

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1. 0:00The Friday before she was nifa, she literally she was in terrible, excruciating pain. She forced…
2. 5:05was just all in all the very you know good girl. >> How old was she…
3. 9:42realize like the little things. So, initially the first like week or so we were with…
4. 14:45because she had there was there was a cancer in her knee they sort of basically…
5. 19:52answers. There's just like um there's just no answers and um Oh, so I'll I'll I'll…
6. 24:59deteriorated quite fast but um she still used to like I mean she used to like…
7. 31:06about a child that's >> I'll give you a weird description that I see. You know…
8. 35:49the door and no one goes in. Everyone's too scared. Everyone's We don't touch it. My…
9. 40:57to healing groups and I think he was said 4,000 times. >> Wow. >> And nothing…
10. 45:35but I I want to know what and I'm sorry if I'm putting you in in…

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