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The Battle Inside Every Human: A Life-Changing Perspective - Parshat Toldot - Rabbi YY Jacobson

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Rabbi Dovid Orlofsky

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it created for the mother is very unique. We don't see it in previous stories or in subsequent stories. So, this needs to be studied. Rivka is experiencing agitation. Something is bothering her. This is not an easy pregnancy. But, her question is a unique question. Her question is not why am I in pain? Why am I suffering? Is there anything I can do? Any vitamins I can take? Are there certain exercises that can help me? Maybe I can get some of good decline soup or healthy food so that I should be soup or healthy food so that I should be able to deal with this better. Maybe I need some thing to give strength and stamina to my energy. Rather, her question is very existential. Why am I? Whoa, that's a big one. From the agitation she's experiencing, she's now questioning her very existence, her very identity. This means this was more than physical pain or even more than just an emotional pain. There was something here that really got to her to the point of saying, "Lama zeh anochi? Why am I?" It's almost like my anochi? Why am I?" It's almost like my whole existence, my anochi, my sense of I is put into question. And when the sense of I is put into question, we all understand that's a serious condition. Because everybody has questions, and everybody has to deal, as they say, with their own pekel, with different baggage and luggage. But, this question is why anochi? Why am I? Something in the I is now with a question mark instead of an exclamation point. Lama zeh anochi? And as a result of that, she's not asking advice from anybody. She needs the creator of the universe. Va'telech lidrosh. Lidrosh is also an interesting

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  1. 0:00it created for the mother is very unique. We don't see it in previous stories or
  2. 5:38crisis was not just a physical issue. Her pregnancy was very tumultuous. Because if that was
  3. 11:48who lost it needs to look for it, search for it. And they have to give
  4. 18:29Va'teilech lidrosh Hashem. She says, "You know what? I need to go find my God." What
  5. 24:37looks like to live in flow. What it looks like to emancipate myself from self-consciousness and
  6. 30:47done it. Let's face it. What children cause you to do, nobody else will cause you
  7. 36:56The Battle of Stalingrad. Napoleon's battles against Russia. I want this city or this country to
  8. 43:11Parliament and it was pretty boring and Churchill fell asleep. And this person was very offended.
  9. 49:22into literally every animal consciousness that has three agendas. Agenda number one is, I'm going to
  10. 55:30where are the foxes. Maybe if I remain emotional and loving and open-hearted, but it's not

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