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Maamar Chayei Sarah 5712 #5: How Do We Heal Our Self-Consciousness?

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Rabbi YY Jacobson

Maamar Chayei Sarah 5712 #5: How Do We Heal Our Self-Consciousness?

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besides that with you. >> Okay. See him? [snorts] Okay, good morning everybody. Welcome. So we'll continue today and hopefully conclude the we began from theb we're holding I believe in middle of chapter 5 which in the copies is page 123 right I think we're in middle of hey closer to the bottom of the page today's class is dedicated with prayers for a speedy and complete recovery for Binyam Benhadasa and many long happy healthy and prosperous and beautiful and joyous years. Thank you very much. Whoever needs a complete and speedy recovery Okay. So after a very long discussion that we had about um sima joy and what it means to go out of self-consciousness, out of ego, the ego space, the ego mind into a place which he calls her at right where I'm not at the center of the universe. I'm not at the center of the universe. Not because I don't exist, not because I'm a schmata, because I'm a nothing, but on the contrary, because as we say, you're in flow. You're a channel for Hashem. So your existence in many ways is is a real existence. It's it's an authentic existence. It's deep. It's a deep existence, right? It would be counterintuitive. You would say, "No, when you feel yourself, you're here. When you don't feel yourself, what are you?" But it's really we all know in our own lives it's exactly the other way around, right? Like the example that we gave when it comes to health that you know that the body is in the best shape and the healthiest space when you don't feel it

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  2. 6:58is what it does to your life. A BL that is about you know telling yourself…
  3. 13:10The was the and therefore as a result of the you can have a where the…
  4. 19:30The experience is that in a moment's call, not a moment, millisecond, I go back into…
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  6. 31:48person in civilization because after the mobble there was nothing left. He is the one person.…
  7. 38:00healing like you know sometimes like oh this is it. No no it's not it. [laughter]…
  8. 44:15that brings you much closer. In other words, negating things that are not relevant is also…
  9. 50:24You could breathe. You could be normal. I'm not like this. I'm not with a bulletproof…
  10. 56:31self-consciousness, right? Whatever I'm doing, if I'm busy looking for the validation and the credit, it's…

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